It has been a while ago since my last post, I went to the Ardennes with my new class, We climbed up a BIG rock, went canoeing, and built a raft together. I've made new friends recently and I like it at school. I don't have much time to blog anymore, my life consists of waking up early, getting to school, going home, eating, doing my homework and sleeping. That's it. Its a new way of living and I need to get to know it. This is it for now, bye!
I have lots of things coming up in the next months. Everything is new to me now, its like a fresh start: a new school, including meeting new people, new lessons and new impressions. On september 2nd I will turn 16. A new age. About the new school... I am actually really nervous about that. We are going to Belgium for the introduction week. I don't know anyone and I'm not as social as the 'normal' human. Not saying I won't try to be social. I always do.
I cleaned my room today, while listening to 5sos. Then amnesia dropped in. The lyrics keeps repeating in my head
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine? 'cause I'm not fine at all.
It keeps repeating in my head and it reminds me of a bad period in my life. I normally don't want to talk about it but sometimes I have to. I know I'd better forget it, but I just can't. It has damaged me in some ways. When I like someone, I see so many similarities between my ex and the boys I like. That stops me from liking them. I find it unfair that he is enjoying his new girlfriend and I am sitting here with an anxiety for getting a boyfriend. He continued his life as if nothing happened.
If what we had was real, how could you be fine? I'm not fine at all.
Sorry for all this drama but I had to tell it.
I have been very inactive. I have a new laptop now and I'd like to change my blog and totally renew it. I hope you like it.
In the future I'd like to talk about a few things and interests:
In the fall vacation I've won tickets for Ellie Goulding on the radio. I totally fortgot to share it with all of you!! It was really embarrasing because I was so nervous! But the good thing is: I won tickets! I can't wait untill 15 february. I still need to find someone who wants to go with me... But that will be okay.
WOW. It is like a Christmas morning, snowflakes are slowly falling down. I have waited for this moment for months, or even weeks. Its warm inside and this is worth the waiting. But, it is no Christmas now, it actually is 15-10-'13. And five days ago Take Off came out. I've waited for that soo long! When I opened the box, like at Christmas, its always a suprise. Do I have the signed version, or not? Was I one of the first 2000 preorders? The answer was yes. I have the signed version. so, that means; HE TOUCHED MY BOOK!!! Second time I opened my book; 'OMG HE TOUCHED MY BOOK OMG' I was so happy, and I still am.
I bought a new camera today! It is a Canon EOS 700D! I am so glad I finally have it :) It was so expensive, but it's still an amazing camera. Now I can make short movies too! I only need to get to know the camera, it is still a bit difficult now ;)
Last saturday we had a movie night with people from my old school. It was so much fun, and I laughed my ass off :) It was so much fun! We watched scary movie, and normally I'm not scared at all, but then... Omg, I was so scared! It was really dark outside and I could't see what happened outside :o After that we talked but I don't think you actually care about that ;)
This is my last year on highschool. so, that's why I am applying to a new school. I am really exited, but also nervous. And I know, it is so far away. It is a school for graphic design, seems fun, right? I hope I am good enough for the entry requirements, because this is my only chance to get a nice job, and I hope I will pass the final exams in 2014.. German is going to be a HUGE problem I think.. But lets think positive!
Hi! Since 4 months ago, I joined Polyvore. I really love it. Its a creative site, with fashion, beauty and lifestyle. If you like, you can follow me HERE.
When you follow; Thanks for following! I make collages and sets.
I'm so happy right now! I've got tickets for 'Where we are tour' from One Direction!!! I am so glad someone had an American Express card, so we could buy them earlier.. It was sold out so fast. I really hope I may bring my camera with me, because our place is far away from the stage! Or I could bring my binocular, what probably is allowed. When we were waiting to hear if it succeeded or not, i felt so nervous.
I am also exited about their new album 'Midnight Memories'. I heard this could be the last show in Holland, because Louis is probably going to sign a soccer contract. At the bottom of this post you can see what i found on a site. I hope they will all stay together. They could be continuing making music, but a tour... I don't think so.
' From the stage to the soccer field! One Direction member Louis Tomlinson joined a professional soccer team in London, signing a non-contract deal with the English second division soccer club, the Doncaster Rovers. '